I thought I escaped these thoughts
Yet, the darkness that I had
Is slowly coming back
And I can’t help but feel drawn to it
I want to stop, go back to the light
But it looks like I’m going to lose this fight
I’m sorry for how I’ve been and how I will be
But sometimes life leads you down a path
That you can’t see
Someday I’ll be okay
Someday I’ll smile again
But for now I’m just going to be
Sad little me