Never Enough

I screamed and I cried
Trying you convince you otherwise

But yet

It was not enough
With the conclusion that
I will never be enough
Just as I am
Because what you want from me I cannot give

So

My heart aches
My voice breaks
And I have tears running down my face

Because today you screamed
Today you cried
And yes you hurt
But I hurt too
Does that not matter to you?

You say it’s fine
That it’s something you’ll have to live with
But how can I face you now?
How can I change?
Cause any effort now according to you is
“Fake”
And I’m still left with the same fate

I’m no longer welcome.
That much has been made clear
And I just don’t know what to do

So

My heart still aches
Though my voice no longer breaks
And there are no tears on my face

My heart. Just. Aches.

One thought on “Never Enough

  1. My heart aches too; I can feel the hurt through these words. Well-written, yet this compliment feels misplaced because I don’t want to praise the pain that inspired this piece.

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