My Dreams

I dream of the things
I want to say
But I can never say them

I dream of the things
I want to do
But I can never do them

Because when it comes to you
What I say and what I do
Only gets reflected back to me

I avoid fights by keeping
My thoughts to myself
Even though its been proven that
It doesn’t help

I want to scream at you
So that maybe you’ll see
That you have put other things
Before me
But thats only in my dreams

I dream of what I want to say
What I want to do

But I never can
Because it all comes back to me
As if the problem
Is not you.