Truth

The truth?
I’m scared.

I’ve fallen for you
And I just dont know what to do
These feelings In my heart
Wont go away
They’re here to stay

Boys I have dated in the past
Have told me they loved me
And it didn’t last

I’m afraid to love you
Cause in doing so
I give you the power to crush me
But also to love me

I’m afraid to give too much
Just to get little in return
I’m tired of fighting for something
That’s gone in a blur

I’m afraid to be blinded by my affection for you
That I can’t see the truth

And my friends?
They’re far away
Too far to give advice
Besides, what would they say?

The truth?
I think I’m hopelessly in love with you
And theres nothing I can do