I’m Sorry

Words
Easy to write
Harder to say
I wish I could make this all go away

I have so many things I wanna say
But nothing comes out

I try my hardest
Or so I think
Then something happens
And all happiness is gone in a blink

I hate when we fight
It’s always about the same thing
I feel like a failure
And wait for you to take off my ring

My dark passenger
The depression that lurks
Finds its way to the surface
And now my arm hurts

I want to scream
I want to break things
I want all this to be a dream
That nothing is as it seems

But I’m snapped back to reality
Where everything is numb
You say that I’ve hurt you
Made you feel dumb

I’m sorry I’m hesitant!
And that I make mistakes
I hate being this way
Just please don’t go away

I have so many things I wanna say
But nothing comes out

So for now I guess I’ll say
I love you
Please don’t give up